Writers, I need your creative help?

Well in September my gma died and my dad was crying for days and it was really sad and i miss her a lot and it really sucks cause she wasn't that old and then a guy i liked and thought was really nice and funny turned out to be a total jerk so the hurt just kept piling on and then my friends and i got into a huge fight during school and my friends are such pervs my sister wants to transfer to a catholic school and have nuns as teachers and on top of that my parents started fighting and my mom ran out of the house crying and drove off and didnt come back for like two hours and then she told me that it had nothing to do with me when im the youngest child and am really just thought of as another mouth to feed if my story helps any i would be amazed i just really needed to get that out bcuz im a writer to and i can't write anything because i have an idea it just doesn't want to come out on paper and it really sucks so i hope this helps you will get over that block trust me i've had so many its hard to count them all you just need someone to help you get through and just hope i come soon enough